It seems as though mmy friends are diminishing. Mmy connections are being broken. And the one I trust is becoming one in which I no longer trust. What is one to do in this situation. Where one is all alone. What did I do to even get here. Even if it’s a small infatuation why does the world deem it taboo. It should strengthen the ties as long as the interest stays in the right department. Oh I don’t know. I gues I’m slowly and slowly being forced back into an isolation that was made from my sins and heresy. But how do I change this. Repentance. I don’t know. I just want a companion that will be there for me if I need them and I’ll be there for them. Oh sigh. Hopefully life works out for the better. Hoping for the best.